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Monday, June 04, 2007 | 10:08 PM
ITS EXPECTED & the story continues,
I need some suspense in my life people.
its like EVERYTHING.and i really mean
everything is SOO expected.
Take a look at this. Things or activities which i went through from last week all the way till today.
EXAMPLE no 1this hols, ive been watching a couple of malay movies and dramas [which i watched simply to kill the boredom of the hols :( ] and i can actually tell you what happen in the first scene even if i close my eyes.
*LIGHT.CAMERA'S ROLLING.____ACTION!!____*
KRINGG!!!!
[the alarm clock went off]ACTOR XX : Ughh.Ughhh...urghh.mmhh.. aahhh...
[Yawns. Stretched and switched off the alarm clock. He look at the clock and realises that he was late. (SOO expected 1) ]OH MY _____ GOD!! ARGH!! WHAT THE _____ ?? IM LATE . OHH MY GEE!! why nobody woke me up ?!?!
*FILL IN THE BLANKS :) *
Actor XX then either 1one) take a quick bath and rush for school or work. OR . . .2two) he looked for his friend or his mother and will have a conversation which goes something like this...ACTOR XX : AYOYO!! i late already!! why never wake me up sia!! I will be late for school
(or work) and that ******* teacher
(or boss) will scold me!!
ACTOR YY : Your late and its my fault?? Who asked you to wake up late???
ACTOR XX : AYYA!! you very naggy one leh!! Go away la!! let me shower :(
and... the story continues .)
Example number 2,
In the morning, i will woke up late. take a bath. Eat my breakfast while watching TV. Wash the dishes. Continue watching TV. Then my mom will go :
`` NOR!! You ahh!! Simple life ah!! Woke up late. Watch TV. lazying around!! Can you,
PLS LAA!!! (
Super exxagerated) Do something better. Clean your room. Do something that is worth it. Rather than just watching tv???!??!?? ``
i can repeat this like gazillion times. I SWEAR!!
Example Number 3.
This morning i had my Shooting competition at HTA. Its a competition, so
they were scared. YUP. its a
they, instead of a
WE. Because i indeed didnt feel scared, kanchiong, panic, nervous,
feels-like-shitting-or-farting-because-you're-like-RILLY-scared feeling, or any of that sort. i felt calm. And its up to you whether you want to be optimistic or otherwise towards this feeling. Well i was HAPPY-2. I mean, why scared-2 sia?? ITS just a competition. And its nort as if you're alone. HUNDREDS of people ARE with you?? Why lahh dey!!
and...as EXPECTED, my mark was among the lowest. WHATEVER with a capital double-U.
EXAMPLE number 4.Any events which i went to. Confirm there will be hiccups. LIKE DUH?? [im not shooting my gun to anyone. its just a RANDOM sooo expected.]
EXAMPLE number 5,finali walked home from the MRT station and its like automatic i will look.
at his houseI Dun even understand why for goodness sakei mean its not as if you look out of the window as i walked by. Like DUH?? Nothing better to do ah?? and its not as if ..urgh. SHIT.ohkays.
ok.now.my point is.
WHY??
i mean, why is everything SOO predictable??i mean, i can tell you what comes next even if you asked me anytime, anywhere, anyhows. GAWD. i mean, its not a bad thing that it is predictable. i mean, you want certain things to be kept predictable or constant.
Like, You sure would want to see your parents safe and sound when u reached home from school or work. Or, you would be happily waiting for you boyfie to call or msg you and you do not want it to change. and i repeat,
DO NOT wants it to change.
But at times, you want drama. you want SOMETHING to spice up your life. And ive been missing it lately. And, if you count the conversation in Long John just now was a *spice* , well its not
GONG!! And even the Gamas place instead of Lonek isnt a suspense. its just a change. Wheres my blardy drama in life?!?! i need it. Foolstop. Be it good or bad.
I need it!! Get that to your head!!!
Ohkays. little confession, id rather have a happier suspense :D its normal for human beings to crave for the best right?!?! YAY. i want better suspense. REVOLUTION. Changes. Non-predictable :)PLS!!!
AISHAH x)
