Do you ever feel like you feel guilty for reasons your not sure of.
However you just feel it and you get angry, irritated, frustated..
With who? I dunno.
Perhaps, its yourself.
Or perhaps, its the one that makes you feel guilty.
Which simply makes you feel: Confused.
So, by releasing the anger and ending your confusion,
You started to throw tantrums to other people who you are closer with. Those people that are you are more comfortable with. Those people that have been there for you through thick and thins. Which by the way, arent at fault at all.
And for that, i have only one word to say, SORRY.
Thousand of apologies.
to those who i have hurt or dissapointed
again, sorry.
This week have been a really roller coaster week.
in terms of family, friends, studies, maths, dikir. && fastings.
i dunno how long have i not touch my maths txtbk.
seriously. 3 days? 4 days? i feel so guilty. and fucked up.
my maths is already so screwd. at least improving abit since rachel come to my life. but now, its just starting to go down hill again i see. what happen aishah?
&& mates whom i have dissapoint or reprimand, sorry.
farisa, thanks for everything,listening esp and the wise words you always say to me. i do appreciate that you know! & maaf for everything that i have done. aku tau aku bnyk do wrongs with you but hey, forgive me and been busy this week to tell you stuff that i shud have told you. Apologies.
sheena,raj, rahman, im sorry to throw the tantrums and frustrations on you guys on monday morning. i was just really irritated,agitated and frustrated because i just get to know about it and all. so sorry guys. but thanks anyways.
and to chairman.sorry for shooting evrything on your birthday.
zubbydubby. thank you for making me laugh and talk always! hehe:)
fazila. thank you for talking to me on the phone just now. reaally appreciate it:)
to the dikir people that was "disturbed" by the monday training, thousand of apologies & we do need your support because without you guys, theres no performance. &&, we appreciate your help but never stressed yourself up please because of the performance ohkays?
*mlm nnti, sembahyang hajat kay?* random.3HML if you understand, yay. if not, you blurr people! and walaupon aku slow dlm menghafal ragam*kwangkwangkwang*, lets have faith on each other :D
To my dearest,cutest,
"ohh-so-adohrable" ayyub, hes the one who have been taking all my 360-degree pinches and anger due to my frustrations. i think hes the worst victim. because he irritates me when firstly, im fasting. secondly, im fuckly stressed up! thirdly, i just came back from school. So heard that? never irritates me when u see me having T_T llook. kakak nak mintak maaf! & now, dont
YOU give me that angry look!
To others not mention, apologies too.
&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAK! LOVE YA ALWAYS!
With love,
AISHAH x)
