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Saturday, August 11, 2007 | 8:07 PM
TRUTHFULLY & the story continues,
HILARY DUFF: WHERE DID I GO RIGHT?I'm always too late
I see the train leaving
I'm always laughing
When it's not cool to smile
I'm always aiming
But somehow keep missing
So how did you get here
Something is wrong
[CHORUS:]Where did I go rightHow did I get you
How come all this blue sky is around me
And you found me
Where did I go right
How did I get you
I don't know how I did
But somehow now I do
I'm always driving
Forget where I'm going
Should have turned left
But I was singing some song
And I, I am arriving
As everyone's leaving
But there you are waiting
Something is wrong
[CHORUS]Makes no sense to me
No it isn't clear
But somehow you're standing here
Something gets to meIt's that nothing is wrong[CHORUS 2X]
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Blogs are demoralising. It really is.
its like, when you are sad. u look at people's blog who seems So,ultra,SUPERB,damn,super-duper
HAPPY, you would be thinking,
"Why are they having fun? Im here,depressed, dissapointed. SAD. its like .. life is unfair. hah.GAWD. like i dunno that!"and.it will just make you even worse thinking what a shitty life you have. what shitty problems u are facing. & some people are so goddamn blessed with smiles and laughters all over their faces. its demoralising. and you would be muttering under you breath,"HAH. 'THANKS' YEA?"
And. at times, you feel as if you're alone. lonely in this mother earth. with no friends to share your happiness and sadness. &&, you look at blogs which brags about their friends, how happy they are, fun.fun.FUN. hah. YAY! && you will be thinking
" Wheres my freaking frens?where are they now? dont they know i need their companion so that i can laugh again. for me to cry on their shoulder? Dont they know that i NEED THEM!" && you feel like a loser. pathetic. GAWD. &, once again. Blogs managed to demoralised you.
Congrats!Congrats!
& when you havent been studying for days & you read your friends blog about how he/she managed to do revision and ready for a exams. You will be like,
"GODDAMN! i am so slow. they are all ready for exams. Whereas me, i dont know a single thing. im so gonna fail! what are these blogs talking about? GAWD!"it psychos your mind to think that that you will do badly in the test or, exam. Unless, if you are damn optimistic la. & demoralised yet again.
BUT. when you are all happy and hyper. and you read other people blog whether if they are sad, lonely or even, just like you, happy. Your feelings remained;HAPPY. Difference is, when they are sad you will be like
" OHH dear! Whats happening in her/him life? She needs to learn to be a fun-fun person!" Urm.. HELLO??? do i need to tell you this? EVERYONE knows HOW to be happy!! There is a fun & kiddy side in everyone! HALLO???
&& at times you wonder. Are they really that happy,fun-2,crazy, glamorous bunch of people?? Are they always happy, smart, friendly with everyone? Afterall, its BLOG,internet. Nobody knows who you really are. Maybe, he/she could just be a faker. Taking pictures from other people's blog, devianart. taking a little bit of personalities from here and there. Composing it to be your own. HAH. At the end of the days, nobody know who you really are right?in internet i meant.
&& once you leaved cyber world. && you walked on the streets, people are disgusted. YOU damn faker.
Anyways, i dont even know why i did this post. It sounds like a shooter to bloggers or to anyone.&im not pointing this particularly to anyone. But then again. Afterall, its their and MY own blog. I/YOU have the right to post whether if im sad, happy, loving, lonely... whatevs. ITS your and my own blog. its what i feel and not what you feel.
`pls change you *YOU/YOUR when needed kays.LESSON LEARNT: if you are sad. Blogged about what you are upset about. published it. & dont surf to other peoples blog. Unless, if you dont mind demoralising yourself. .
So, at the end of the day, You may ignore this post.
***edited
AISHAH x)
PS;Thats what happens when fantasy seems so real. 3 things consecutively huh? 'THANKS'
