HELLO earthlings.
i feel happy today god knows why.
maybe, just maybe, i feel smarter after th lesson:)
yay yay yay.
tho therre like tons((nt exaggerating!)) of undone homework. i still have the cheek to blog.

You know, at times, im not sure what i should i blog about. Like, for now. i want to blog about what im feeling. but, i cant. because, im too afraid and stupid to blog about it. its my blog. yea, i know. but, at times, when you dont even know whats happening and what you are feeling, how can you tell others right?

Sometime, i think i am this emotionless girl which doesn't care about anything, doesn't feel anything. ohkay. except for studies i suppose which i care! But, other than that, when people said things about me, i just couldn't care less. When people criticised, i walkd away, or simply, shut it off my life. Is this good? i asked myself at times. im not sure myself. I do hope that there are times where i feel heavily emotional. but, i cant remember how to and how it feels like.

It is not self confident i can assure you neither it is self esteem. its a different thing which im not sure myself.But, tho all this happens within seconds or even, mili second, and, it looks like i can't be bothored. However, i cannot lie to myself, that when i am laying on my bed, with th lights off, i think. Think about what i did, what i heard, what i said, what i feel, today, tomorrow, and the future to comes. At times, i even think all the way when i was in kindergaten.

Although, i dont show emotions. i have feelings which i kept to me and only self. i dont feel sick by this. in fact, i feel good because im the only one that knows what i realy feel. On the contrary, nobody else knows how i feel.

AISHAH x)

you wont know
i think of You too

Labels: smart by a mile

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