pee/ass (:
Sunday, April 26, 2009 | 7:36 PM
thinking & the story continues,
For the past 24 hours,
my smile, laughters, jokes were pretty much made-up.
And, even the conservation and text messages assuring othrs "I'm fine."
Well, i'm not. At least, WAS not.
I was looking at things in a very very negative note.
As always, i only drop and cry when i am alone.
okay, you wouldn't want to know how many times this scene replayed!
But, i've finally realised.
Funny thing, i have never been a big fan of speeches by officials in an official event.
But, yest was a turn.
What Yusnof Ef said was simple, yet, nailed.
He said, "Kerja yang dibuat dengan ikhlas akan sentiasa diberkati dan diingati"
And, i thought of occasions when i was really sincere from the bottom of my heart.
And, i realised, it's only a handful occasion.
Generally we always do things to fish for compliment, seeking for attention.. etc.etc.
Well, that's what i feel.
Sincerity.
Keiklasan.
I am not waiting for other people to comment on this post.
Or, even for the others to be in deep thoughts.
i just want to say that i have not been the sincerest person in the world.
And, verdicts in the short 4 months of 2009 have showcase how insincere i am.
i hope, soon, I AM, will turn to I WAS.
